Thinking out loud....

So, I've been wondering for the past few days exactly what I'm supposed to be doing with my life. Of course, right now I'm content with being a mom and staying home with my boys. But they won't be little forever--unfortunately. I feel in my heart that I REALLY want to be a nurse, but after taking the ACT Saturday and realizing just how weak my math skills are, I'm having second thoughts. Yesterday my uncle, who is a nurse, said that there is a math test you have to take before being accepted into nursing school. For me to finish what I have started, I will have to start from the bottom of elementary school math and climb all the way to college algebra. THAT'S how bad I am at math. It's frustrating. I don't want to waste my time in school if nursing isn't what I'm being lead to do. I feel very strongly in my heart that I want to do nursing, but everything else is making me doubt. I think this identity theft thing is a way of God getting me to see the big picture. I can't think about it all in one leap. I have to take it one day at a time. Learn patience, and muddle through things I don't want to muddle through. School can be like the identity theft situation. I don't WANT to deal with it always, but it's something that needs to be done, that HAS to be done. I'm just not sure about anything right now..... *sigh*